I have decided that this blog entry, being that it is my last, should be about none other than myself. I have talked about a few things I have opinions about or have been assigned to talk about, but nothing about myself. And what better way to close out the blogging assignments than to talk about myself. :) Nothing of opinion or research, just facts...about me.
My name is Amber Jane Lacy. I was born on July 8th 1989. I love my miniature schnauzer puppy Samantha. I am extremely pessimistic. I have OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) and my friends love to make fun of me for it even though it bugs the hell out of me. I have social phobia. I would rather take a zero grade than to get in front of the class. I avoid social situations. I am more of an observer. I like seeing how others act. I am very punctual all the time. Im always early, never late. I don't ever lose anything. I am organized. I like to have set plans at all times. I am never really spontaneous although I am jealous of those who are. I would honestly give everything I have to be beautiful. I have very strong morals and beliefs and I stick to them. I am also constantly being told by my family that my beliefs are stupid and wrong. This makes me believe in them even stronger. I am in love with love. My biggest fear is ending up alone. I want to get married more than anything in the world. I have to carry around a "puffer" because I am prone to having panic attacks in which I have trouble breathing. Usually this is brought on by spiders more than anything else. I love music and I love to sing, although I am not too talented at it. I love gorey things. Purple is my favorite color. Halloween is my favorite holiday. I am smarter than I appear. Im not as book smart as I am in terms of what is going on in the media. I spend alot of time watching reality television, looking things up online, getting the gossip, and watching the news. I love going to school now. I am making better grades in college than I ever made in highschool, middleschool, or elementary. I wish I could save the world. I wish I could be vegetarian. I am a extremely emotional person. It doesnt take much to ma
ke me cry. I am paranoid alot of the time. I live in a world of "what if's". I wish it was easier for me to let go of the things that bother me. I always hold grudges deep inside. I always hurt. I am shy and soft spoken. I dont stand up for myself because I am afraid of conflict. But when I am really upset, it shows. I have trouble hiding emotions. Anything I feel can be read from my face. Only 2 people in the world really know me, my brother and my boyfriend. My mother and I dont get along. Never have. I dont care. She drinks way too much and loves to make the people around her feel like crap on a daily basis. I try to avoid home as much as possible. My father and I are close. My grandmother calls me her AngelGirl and every Christmas or birthday she gives me something with an angel on it every time. This was before she started losing her memory. Alzeheimers. First impressions really do mean everything. I dont have many girl friends. I like it that way. I dont like people who change to match the people they are hanging around with, you cant be goth one minute and redneck the next. I am always too forgiving and I usually end up regretting that. Although I am a very forgetful person, I never forget what hurts me. I always think people can change, although I know its not always true. And just because they change, very rarely is it for the better. I have always dreamed of being a Homicide Detective. I am now on my way to achieving this dream. I have never really wanted to be anything else. My real dream would be to work on a case of a serial killer. Something like the Jeffree Dahmer case. I am very morbid for a girl. This is something you would never know by looking at me. I like that. If I had to choose one celebrity to meet I would choose Marilyn Manson because he is amazingly talented, has a intoxicating mind, and he is gorgeous. I am secretly in love with Marilyn Manson. I love animals so I would love to do something to help sick, abused, neglected animals. I get taken advantage of alot because I am a good friend to those I love. I am always the one people go to for advice, and although I can dish it out, I can never seem to take the advice myself. If given the chance, I could make you love me. I have read the Twilight books all 4 times over. I have seen the movies more times than I can count. I am Team Jacob. The fact that I can even say that is embarassing. I have to watch New Moon every time I get ready to go somewhere. It is just part of my makeup/hair/dressing routine. I am a 21 year old Twi-hard. It is pathetic. It is also an obsession. I rarely think before I speak so the things that sound right in my head, often come out totally wrong. I often sound unintelligent.
ke me cry. I am paranoid alot of the time. I live in a world of "what if's". I wish it was easier for me to let go of the things that bother me. I always hold grudges deep inside. I always hurt. I am shy and soft spoken. I dont stand up for myself because I am afraid of conflict. But when I am really upset, it shows. I have trouble hiding emotions. Anything I feel can be read from my face. Only 2 people in the world really know me, my brother and my boyfriend. My mother and I dont get along. Never have. I dont care. She drinks way too much and loves to make the people around her feel like crap on a daily basis. I try to avoid home as much as possible. My father and I are close. My grandmother calls me her AngelGirl and every Christmas or birthday she gives me something with an angel on it every time. This was before she started losing her memory. Alzeheimers. First impressions really do mean everything. I dont have many girl friends. I like it that way. I dont like people who change to match the people they are hanging around with, you cant be goth one minute and redneck the next. I am always too forgiving and I usually end up regretting that. Although I am a very forgetful person, I never forget what hurts me. I always think people can change, although I know its not always true. And just because they change, very rarely is it for the better. I have always dreamed of being a Homicide Detective. I am now on my way to achieving this dream. I have never really wanted to be anything else. My real dream would be to work on a case of a serial killer. Something like the Jeffree Dahmer case. I am very morbid for a girl. This is something you would never know by looking at me. I like that. If I had to choose one celebrity to meet I would choose Marilyn Manson because he is amazingly talented, has a intoxicating mind, and he is gorgeous. I am secretly in love with Marilyn Manson. I love animals so I would love to do something to help sick, abused, neglected animals. I get taken advantage of alot because I am a good friend to those I love. I am always the one people go to for advice, and although I can dish it out, I can never seem to take the advice myself. If given the chance, I could make you love me. I have read the Twilight books all 4 times over. I have seen the movies more times than I can count. I am Team Jacob. The fact that I can even say that is embarassing. I have to watch New Moon every time I get ready to go somewhere. It is just part of my makeup/hair/dressing routine. I am a 21 year old Twi-hard. It is pathetic. It is also an obsession. I rarely think before I speak so the things that sound right in my head, often come out totally wrong. I often sound unintelligent. 
PetPeves: ice chewing, hearing people chew, people who cant keep up with their things, unorganization, uncleanliness, mayonaise, people who arent on time or break plans at the last minute, clingyness, mouth breathers, nose whistling, two-faced people.
Addictions: Food, iPod, sleeping, plucking, the smell of hot tea, gore, going out, purple things, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Twilight Saga, Newports, shopping, makeup, pictures, the boyfriend.
There is so much more about me, but I think its about time to cut this blog short. When first assigned to do blog assignments every week, I was not excited about it. But I have learned to enjoy it and I think I will continue to post personal blogs even after this quarter is over.
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